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[May. 5th, 2009|09:21 am] |
| [ | Moodottaroma |
| |  gloomy | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | none | ] |
Hi to all, its been a long time. So what to say, ... just had a birthday that was cool. Work is well work (feel lucky to be working). Miss my guns, not my gut.
~FIN~ |
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| Its the most... |
[Dec. 24th, 2008|12:52 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | work | ] |
| [ | Moodottaroma |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | air conditioning blowing air | ] |
horrible time of year. That's right the worst time, there is a reason we got away from these people that we call "family". They drive us insane, and thank god its only a few times a year or less, because I couldn't take it all. Oh well, this season is over in a jiffy. |
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| what to say... |
[Apr. 16th, 2008|01:51 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | The cave, the room... | ] |
| [ | Moodottaroma |
| | disappointed | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | David Guetta - The world is mine | ] |
As most of you know I am always just tired as hell. I'm at a point in my life where I have a feeling of accomplishment and failure at the same time. The success and failure are not related, but completely throwing me off in different directions at the same time. Its weird to feel the best and worst at the same time, it seems to be how things always happen to me, there is always the balance never too good and never too bad.
Is there way to retrain your mind to start remembering things, anything, ... You see its really hard for me to retain any info, anything new I hear takes ALOT to retain and keep in my memory. I have such an issue with that, makes it fun with tests (thank god I'm almost done with school).
I have this feeling that there is a way to solve the most complex problems in anyones life... the problem just can't be your own. I mean you can help everyone around you, but some people (like me) don't know how to help themselves.
Practice doesn't always make perfect, sometimes your born with talent and sometimes raw, powerful, adrenaline filled energy is enough to take the game/objective/obstacle!
Well its 2am and I will be up in 4-5 hours for work then school right after till late. |
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| you ever get that sense,,, |
[Apr. 5th, 2008|03:39 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my room | ] |
| [ | Moodottaroma |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | anything, everything | ] |
Is it weird to think something is going on behind your back. I just get this feeling that I have this knife aimed at my back, or that perhaps its already there, and I so naive that I don't feel it already. I need to just need to wake up. Is there really something so terribly wrong.
Sometimes I wake up and I don't what I'm doing, I know I'm smarter, I deserve great things but am I on the path to the best life I can have for myself, I wish I knew what is going on with my head maybe my brain is following my body, in the capacity if it failing and falling apart so rapidly.
I write this post not looking for answers from anyone but myself, sometimes you have to see what your thinking to really SEE what your thinking. |
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| whatever |
[Mar. 19th, 2008|10:32 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | NSG (WORK) | ] |
| [ | Moodottaroma |
| | accomplished | ] |
To another day another week in my final quarter of school, I'll be done soon. |
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| B, I, T, D, W,N,N |
[Mar. 14th, 2008|11:08 pm] |
| [ | Moodottaroma |
| |  cheerful | ] |
Back in the Day, Why not now. I'm almost done with school and it feels really good. Why does the hands on tech school, suck so bad, because there AS program is flaud and I didn't learn half as much as i wanted too, but never fear the last quarter has all in one, all in one meaning I have to take everything that was taught and throw into a final product. Comment on this and I will make more.
Thanks,
Wonder Boy! |
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[Feb. 6th, 2007|07:43 pm] |
man miami was pretty except for the fact that it was raining and cold sunday and monday, i still love that city its so nice like more chilled than even tampa, more expensive to live their but still awesome!
Cheers to no high school like drama!
I'm too old for that stuff!!
Yeah!!! |
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| Allo to all |
[Jan. 10th, 2007|08:49 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my pad | ] |
| [ | Moodottaroma |
| | Joyjoy | ] |
What a new year alot to look forward too people. Had a fantastic time at the keys, great time. Had fun for xmas and got a couple awesome presents, which proves that it pays to be an only child, and have proud parents. That should be the only time i brag about being an only child, i like this LJ, gotta stay on it and then. |
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| to another new year of fun and of making through all the trials and tribulations |
[Dec. 17th, 2006|07:40 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | My Pad (room) | ] |
| [ | Moodottaroma |
| |  Gotta move(BSH) | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Juno reactor/don davis - Navras | ] |
Entering a New year, to quote Bono "nothing changes on New years day..." Its true, nothing does. Its been a really long time since i posted anything on this. I know i am radom but dam, my forgetfull self to not think of this anymore, there are many new things that have changed, i don't think i have the space or time to list them all and i won't even try. For anyone who knows me, knows that i am single and looking to mingle, giggity giggity goo! Family guy is the bomb, gotta thank cynthia for that, it rocks! Made alot of new friends over the past year, lost a few too. Gained or i'll just say caught up in the maturity field, to where my age is now. Schooling, working, and going out are my things i do. |
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| the real truth |
[Apr. 7th, 2006|12:51 pm] |
Deviant
You scored 31 percent perverse! |
| Clever, crafty and busy are your hands... and other such body parts. You have explored and experimented and might have a few sexual hobbies but nothing that puts you too far out of the range of most peoples experiences. You have a hand full of sexual stories at your disposal to keep yourself or others entertained. |
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 66% on variable 1 |
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| been awile... |
[Oct. 12th, 2005|04:58 pm] |
| [ | Moodottaroma |
| | Touched (literally) | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Trance : Paul Van Dyke / Silent Angel(Delerium) | ] |
Its been awhile since i put any thought or thing into this mind of me. So how about a little recap for all those that have not seen or heard from me in awhile. i Have type 2 diabetes which is the kind that you have to watch everything you eat and do, so your blood sugar does not go up too much, just got promoted a couple days ago at my work to lower management, got keys to the store and everything. got an awesome g/f (she's standing right behind me), would have said it anyways, :D. Just got back from a long and bad ass drive/vacation from the norm, trip to pensacola to see my first inner gender wedding (girl on girl, SWEET!), anyways thats it for now. Fuck off or have a good time i would say, stay true, and stay in touch. |
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| To a new and hopefully more sunny day. |
[May. 18th, 2005|04:21 am] |
| [ | Moodottaroma |
| |  and some what overwhelmed | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | 97.1 Jimmy eat world/Foo fighters | ] |
To the new day and another night all hot and sweaty, in the place where i grew up, i know that made a few of you laugh, but it feels like its just about time to leave and that is a superb feeling, granted i am sure i will miss home, but for right this moment, i most defaintly don't. I am kind of re-thinking my plans for this semi-new car of mine, time will tell what i really do to this car, just depends if it gives me more problems. On the apartment side of things, i meet on thursday to pretty much decide my fate and where i am going, north or south tampa, both with there ups and defaint downs, to see which is worse and or weighs the good down too much, will be determained by thursday night. August 8th for all those thinking about Warped tour already, like me :D. Looking forward to it defaintly. Playing Star Wars Episode III, its the bomb but pretty hard at times, have to take breaks in between certain levels, tuff but i lika alot. peace till next time. |
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| and |
[May. 11th, 2005|02:17 am] |
| [ | Moodottaroma |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Sum 41 Does this look infected Track 8 | ] |
All must see Kingdom of Heaven, not exactly what i thought it was going to be about, but its still a dam good movie. Powerful, Suspenseful, a Great Picture! |
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| another day another drink... |
[May. 11th, 2005|01:45 am] |
| [ | Moodottaroma |
| |  2 naps today, not taking a 3rd | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Matrix reloaded: Track 11 "the good sex song" | ] |
another day to recover from, was going to work today, called in to see if needed and just as i suspected i was not. i slept in a little, not too much. watched the mighty ducks 2 today, and realized how corny some alot of there sayings were, i yet i still enjoy watching those duck movies. God i love my calender that i got for my b-day, its a Hooters calender fo all those who haven't had the pleasure of seeing it, yet. Its niiiiiiiiiice. Gotta change my tag title and insurance from the car the was a boat, but wouldn't start with the key, a red t-bird that starts with the key, but will be the shagging t-bird (wouldn't have called it the shagging wagon, but the term has been used enough on other cars), shag carpeting all inside the car, phat sound system, dual exhaust 2 name a few things i will do to this, "johnny on the spot" car of mine.
Foster C |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 1st, 2005|08:15 pm] |
| [ | Moodottaroma |
| | sleepy time soon | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | something trance | ] |
You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but you
do fight for good. Just in your own way. For
you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil
person, if it is for justice and peace. You
also don't belive in mourning all the time and
think that once you've hit a bad stage in life
you just have to get up again. It's pointless
to concentrate on emotional pain and better to
just get on with everything. You also are a
down to earth type of person and think before
you act. Impulsive people may annoy you
somewhat.
Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish the
rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|11:41 pm] |
| [ | Moodottaroma |
| |  energetic | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Korn - untouchables | ] |
Wicked
You scored 67 percent perverse! |
| You live a life that makes you a God or Goddess in the realm of sexual abundance and deviation! As a man, other men toast to your prowess. As a women, other women despise your presence and chances are, either way, you don't care because your horn o' plenty is filled to the brim with sensuality. |
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 95% on variable 1 |
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[Apr. 18th, 2005|10:09 pm] |
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To old times, they are few and far in between, last week it seemed there was the hole crew, not too bad of a get together, all the big dogs and wolf pack was there, big dogs, wolfpack those words used to hold so much meaning. Now they are a distant meaning from a distant time, its good to see all the old peaople all together, soon, 11 dayssoon, there will be another get together and it will a smash. Hopefully with all hope and good intentions, there will be no drama, no incidents that this guy had on his 21st b-day, i don't even remember that night, it ended at 11 ish i say ish, cause i was out around that time, or so i was told. This will be a good year for me, and far better b- day than my 22nd, no complaints about my 22nd but i have high expectations from the 23rd, and so i leave with one last thought "There are things near and far then in the middle are The Doors." |
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[Mar. 25th, 2005|01:39 am] |
sick and buzzing not a horrible feeling, hate this cold, and it is just starting so i know it will be with me for a month or so, dam spring colds, they drive me up a wall that has no end. i just got paid today a very generous check, gotta love direct deposit, cause i do :D.
"Glucksschwein" Good Luck Pig:
When you are lucky, the Germans say "Du hast schein geabt" - You have had pig.
Its a mini - lucky pig i got from a good friend, we both got one kinda so me and her have another common bond, something semi-sweet between 2 people that like each other, but are too busy to reach out to each other and try......
.... Again. ::shrugs:: |
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| The end and begining of another day... |
[Mar. 15th, 2005|01:22 am] |
| [ | Moodottaroma |
| | Dam back... | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Linkin Park and Jay - Z (mashed up) | ] |
i finally got my tire fixed for all those who knew ineeded it to get fixed, ihave to pull a 12+ hour shift today, a double kinda, grrrr. I fell on my back sunday night, i sucked and is still killing me hence why i am still awake, trying to calm down enough to maybe go to sleep but who knows. I have heard that if you break up once with someone, and you get back together with them, you are doomed for the same result, heard it don't necessarily beileve it. Only reason i say something like that is because i have a good chance to reconnect and re-go out with my ex before this last one, its been years, and we both have changed for the better, time will tell... |
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